Today has been a busy day. I only have 1 week left before I go for my Europe trip. It a bitter sweet experience preparing for my long awaited trip. It seems not real but I know when the days go by, it will be real somehow. I recall my last trip to KLIA, even though I am in the boarding area, I could not step to the plane as my purpose there was to attend Bvlgari launch. I recall feeling excited that a few weeks later; I’ll be going to Europe, the place that I dreamt most of the time. But this is not a dream. This is reality. All excitement overcomes me when I think about this journey. But the anxiety took another part of me. The feeling of uncertainty and scared, scared of not knowing what will happen there and when the thought of going UK alone and what would I do there, I need to go there alone. I just pray to God to calm me down. I believe in Him as I know he will take care of me in every step that I take. Today, I did a very good thing for myself. I am proud and happy that I did it. I feel free and I can believe again. As one of my friend mention the other day, I would like to collect prayer petition and help others by praying their petition up to the Lord. Every church that I go, I will pray 3 petitions. Helping others is how I want to improve my life there. I feel renewed and I am blessed with good health and with good people around me. I am blessed that I could go to Europe in such a young age. Thank you Lord for blessing me with so many things in life, now I would like to forward my blessing by collecting petition and pray for those who need praying.
Xoxo
Adriana